Letting Out The Noise Inside of Me

Oh god. I am so screwed.

I haven't been to some of my classes in weeks. I don't care to get up and go. I don't want to go. I'm so sick of it all. It seems like such bullshit. Sometimes I just want to quit and work until I go to Mohawk. But then I think about what a waste that would be. I'm so close so close to getting my BA. I will stick it out, but I'm so tired.

Work was interesting tonight. I worked with Sophia whom I will now refer to as Dex from now on as she has an OBSESSION with Windex. Yes, Windex. I'm serious. She cleans everything up before I blink and I don't even do a thing! It makes me feel kinda useless, but it's not like she's complaining that I'm not helping. Some times I have to DEMAND that she leave some parts of it for me.

Two funny stories. Well, a mention and a story. The mention is this HOT guy that came in tonight. I'm talking dead sexy. Turns out he's a firefighter and is in a calendar. He's got a nice smile and from what I could see, a nice body. Dex says she met him through work, which is weird. He was a nice guy though.

Story. Dex and I were closing up when these two guys come in. They're walking around and looking at the stuff that's on sale. We're having a huge ass sale right now. Then they start chatting with us and I'm being all friendly and such as normal. Turns out 0ne just graduated from MAC in Engineering and the other currently attends. They asked Dex and I what we're up to and the one just got new glasses and a blazer, his friend made him put on a fashion show for us, which was kinda funny. Then they introduce themselves as Greg and Daniel, shake our hands and chat it up a bit then leave, cuz I had to shut the doors and they weren't buying anything.

So Dex and I are like, 'What the hell? That was interesting' and we continued to close up. THEN, yes people, there's more, there's a knock on the door and it's those boys. We both say hello again and then the guys asked us where is a good place to go for a drink and if Dex and I are available. I was like, 'I'm not sure around here, but we're not available anyways' Then Dex told them our boyfriends might get mad if we go out with strange other men. They said it was worth a shot. They took the rejection like champs and the one, Greg, said he was going to wave if he saw me on campus. I told him I would try and remember who he was.

That was THE MOST fun I've had at work. I felt flattered too.

Back to the whole school mess, I feel so screwed. I mean, it's not that I don't give a rat's ass about my education or anything like that but....I just want to get it over with. I'm overloading this year which means I'm taking 6 classes a term instead of the customary 5 and it's killing me. I can't wait for Christmas break. I don't understand how we get a reading week in Feb, but nothing in 1st term. So tired.

Well, I've got to study for a test tomorrow and write an essay before I even THINK about going to sleep. Marty's already snoring his head off and that's a whole other topic I don't want to touch right now.

Cheers.