we should not shed tears. that is a surrender of the body to the heart. it is only proof. that we are beings that do not know. what to do with our hearts. - Tite Kubo

Thursday, November 17, 2005

The Tick Tock of the Clock is Painful

Poorness has washed over me like dirty water in the Erie Lake. It sucks, it stinks and I don't like it.

But it will get better. This Friday I'm supposed to be getting paid by at least one of the two jobs that owe me. It's just a little, but it will help with my Visa bill.

I'm finished Christmas shopping for the following people: My cousin Tash, both my aunts and Marty's sister. I have my grandparents, my cousins, Marty and T'Nasha. I'm making T'Nasha's so I work on it whenever I can.

I also finished applying to College yesterday. It cost quite a bit. But it's done and now all I have to do is wait and see if I'm going to get accepted. I don't see why I won't, it's Mohawk after all, but still. They may not want me.

I'm stuffed up to all hell right now, my eyes hurt and my chest/breathing is pissing me off. This better get fixed. I have a breathing test on Dec 5th. Yay.

My work is having a potluck on Dec 4th. I'm making Cremé De Mente Cheesecake. It has liquer in it. Mwahahahaha. That should be intersting to try and MAKE no doubt. If I screw it up, I'll cry.

I think I'm going to take an allergy pill, my stupid inhaler and eat something now.

Cheers.