I want to be the one to make myself insane

Well Christmas has come and gone. And man, what a Christmas. I think it was the worst one yet. But I'll talk about the fun stuff first, because that makes me feel better.

Marty and I went to his Omi's the night before Christmas and got spoiled. His sister and her husband gave me three shirts, two of which I would like to add are PINK lol. Omi gave me a scarf/glove/tuque set along with a mixing bowl with a spout, potpourri, candle holders, a porcelain fairy/angel doll which is really cute.

Then was Christmas day. Marty gave me a Sony Walkman Bean which is BLUE and a fog/humidifier lamp which is also blue but useless in a basement lol. But I'll put it up soon enough.....I hope.... Then he also put lots of candy and chocolate in my stocking.
At Grandma's my aunt gave me a book of art which depicts Fairies and Angels from the ages. Some pieces are from the 1700's. She also gave me a little Libra book. My grandparents gave me two sweaters, a little pewter pill box that I put my stud earrings in, lotion, bed socks, a teddy bear with my first initial embroidered on the scarf ( by my grandma of course! My cousin got one too. ) and in my stocking was lots and lots of goodies I can't even remember. My other aunt gave me 'Cinderella' because she's been buying me Disney DVD's for Christmas and my birthday for a long time now. I LOVE it! My cousin got me a shirt, body butter, BRIGHT NEON SOCKS and some perfume that smells like Peach Schnapps.

We all had a great time while grandma cooked the food. She had fallen down the stairs a few weeks before which left her with a very swollen ankle, but she hasn't heard about her x-rays yet, so I'm sure it can't be broken or she would have been notified.

My Dad called me Christmas Day and we both got mad that the package he had sent me in the mail hadn't arrived on time. I think I may get it on Tuesday this week.

While at my grandparents my mother showed up with my brother and her jack-ass boyfriend. Not cool. There was so much tension between everyone that it was unbearable. I ended up working myself into a panic and had to take a puff of my inhaler (yeah, I'm asthmatic. I ROCK) which didn't go over on my body well, probably because it had never had that type of inhaler inside it before.

My mom was a super bitch which totally killed my happy spirit. After she left I was harassed by my aunt and grandmother about forgiveness and that crap. I mean, I'm all for giving people another chance, but what are you supposed to do when there are NO MORE chances left for certain people? She's used them up. Every time I try to explain that, they all try to make me hug her and act like nothing's wrong. They tell me that they don't want that, but the things they say and the way they act show me they do. I'm so sick of it. It's pisses me off more than anything in the world.

Anyways, other than that, things are going well. I've been to the gym so far, not to work out yet. I'm not even going to TRY until after New Years. Apparently the Barbeque that Gareth has is EPIC and we're all going to eat our faces off.

Fun thing though is that T'Nasha is coming over tomorrow with Mark! YAY! I haven't decided if we're going to eat Chinese or Spaghetti. It all depends on my guests! That also means I have to get my ass in gear and finish her present!

Ta-ta for now! Finally, the pillow calls my name.